I'm back

There are many things that went through my mind over the last few days. Only if I have the time to hold these passing thoughts and put them down... regardless, as I am changed by these insights. As much as I want to, I doubt I could describe them with my limited set of vocabulary.

Here's what I can still share with you: I am back. Along with the grumpy person in me. Oh, and the hateful one, the selfish one, the degenerating one--an army of them not much different from Snow White's seven dwarfs. News? At least not for me. They have been hanging around my side over all these years, most of the time being unnoticed, but always here. They who I hated so much are never any farther from me, or should I say the me in me. Where is the change then? The bottomline is I don't want to jinx it. For now, let's just say it is like beams from daybreak. Unchanged is the inanimated--dancing are rising colors over which is lit.